Sunday, November 27, 2011

Younotbelongtome

Let go is the better choice.
I rather be silent, rather slowly to let go.
scar is still will remain over there,
u dont change yourself, 
i will choose to leave.

U know that i wont stay long with you,
but you still put a lot of hope on me.
dont put it anymore.
i wont give you hope anymore since u dont even want change urself.

you wont understand my feeling.
your care and concern totally arent suit what my mind think.
this story almost 1 year
shall we put a full stop?

leaving u really having a hard time.
i realize we both opinion and keep quarrel just because of small matter.
make it simple and easy. 
just put a full stop.
this is i really mean it.
between us,TIME only will cure our hurt.

i wanted to go somewhere which is can let me release myself.
do something i like to do.



Wednesday, November 23, 2011

心情复杂。。。

我真的被我的工作与学业给填满我的时间。
事业,学业,家人,爱情
我想放弃一样。

最近我的心情超复杂的。
我真的真的想放弃我的恋情。

他总是埋怨我花费过高
他总是埋怨我不会保护自己
他总是埋怨我不够别的女孩来的体贴
他总是埋怨我.......
其实你有看过你自己吗?
为什么你会埋怨我?
我知道我平时也是有埋怨你。
他说对我说过的话,我真的不会再去相信了。
因为你总是一而再,再而三的骗我。
我总是在我家人面前维护你,你知道吗?

我太多东西要去顾虑。
我跟他分手后,我必须面对我的家人。
我要去解释我为什么会跟他分手。

我要学会放下。
上次我已经跌过一次,为什么又要让我跌第二次?
那种感受真的真的很难受。
我只是想要一个男友是可以帮距我当我有难,
而不是调转来我帮会他,好吗?

为什么你只能怪会说你自己没有用而不尝试改变你自己?
为什么你总是说你对人身很累?
为什么你总是说你的前女友把你弄得给伤痕累累而对我有防备心?

袁秀玲,学会放弃,好吗?
他不值得你去爱了。